Wednesday, July 26, 2006
5th day
haiz ... 5 days without he , day and nite i kept cryin . i duno y , e moment i tink of him i'll cry , on bus at work toilet everywhere. haiz i miss him alot whenever i on my hp there wil nv be news of him .
my days are so miserable , i love him alot miss him alot .we agree to marry , agree to go aboard , agree to celebrate my bd so many tings we agree on . he say he wil send mi home after he return to work , spend lesser time wif me but wil stil acc mi , so many tings it's nt 4get den can 4get .
even i drink lemon tea i'll tink of him. i no longer eat my fav food cuz i tink of him. on express way i can c myself on his bike holdin on to him . so many memories , all gone , say gone n it is gone. how can love be so harsh when we use to be so close ?
how can he be so cruel to me , dissappear in thin air like tt, even promise to stay as frens but shun me when i contact him . so many tings he lied to me , i reali cant believe tis when e person closet to u , beside u wil be someone that hurt u so deep so deep
my days are so miserable , i love him alot miss him alot .we agree to marry , agree to go aboard , agree to celebrate my bd so many tings we agree on . he say he wil send mi home after he return to work , spend lesser time wif me but wil stil acc mi , so many tings it's nt 4get den can 4get .
even i drink lemon tea i'll tink of him. i no longer eat my fav food cuz i tink of him. on express way i can c myself on his bike holdin on to him . so many memories , all gone , say gone n it is gone. how can love be so harsh when we use to be so close ?
how can he be so cruel to me , dissappear in thin air like tt, even promise to stay as frens but shun me when i contact him . so many tings he lied to me , i reali cant believe tis when e person closet to u , beside u wil be someone that hurt u so deep so deep