Kelly's Blog

aiyo i'm bored ... so bored bored .... if onli we didnt end up in tt way , now stil gt pp talkin to mi over e phone . kind of late le ,but i cant zzz leh , gt no one to talk to mi i'm so lonely lol got to get out of tis shity mess soon , find one new , but where so easy to find !!! i called so many pp all wan zzz , if nt they outside , suan le ba

k i went to fu hai chalet durin e weekend it was kind of fun la , since long i hv such fun le heez , thx rena 4 acc mi go chalet stay , so long no catch up with chew siang aso le , did tarot with alot of them haha wei ming de most fun . got to know ann n cat too .thx fu hai ar 4 e treat aso ...

u all ar u all , rem wat my tarot say ar if nt waste my effort ar here r some tt i rem de haha :

rena ar : muz hv some courage to do tings ar u know wat to do le
lc : rem to face reality ar dun be too dependant on others dun live in ur own world
eric : ur passion is buring ar dun do tings 4 others onli muz spare a tot 4 ownself
dale : u r nt perfect ar u gt alot of flaws
fu hai : dun tink too much

as 4 mi so funi , they wil wan burn my card cuz i keep askin same ting everyday haha , but i stil duno wat to do ma , maybe i'll giv up a while ba den continue once everyting stablize le . hehee

haiyo ... tml is 26 le , 1 mth le he reject mi ... haiz 1 mth le i stil haven giv up yet kind of rare horz ? so long le i stil no die hope completely ... sian lehz see him in sch daily , if he wear til veri shuai i will haiz ....

lian hong xin tiao jia su ... aiyo ... nvm i wil giv up de ....
erm tis mth is a gd mth to celebrate u all know y ? cuz i single half a yr le , + he reject mi a mth le haha so tis is a mth to celebrate ...

hai yo ... ya la , i tried n miracle did nt happened , e response i gt was cold shoulder , cold shoulder n cold shoulder , he is shunning while i'm chasing
haha , how can they ever be together ??

i took 1 hour to ponder to cal him o nt ,
he took 1 min to finish e call.

i took 3 days to make spaghtti ,
he took 3 min to reply mi .

i took 3 weeks to have tots to giv up ,
he took onli 3 days to clear 4get mi.

haha tis kind of feelin is reali sucky , eric ar ... u know e world nid more positive pp , n sheena is e diff one . tat's y miracle nv happen to her b4 haha .. while fools like us who pin hopes at least wil hv someting to hope for .
erm .. for my future plan i duno to giv up o nt la since left onli 1 week to see him nia , anyway wait til i buy e tarot card den say ba heez ...

maybe i'm stil blur , foolish , gullible , but i'm hapi e way i m
rem pp k ? everyting gd o bad is mean to learn !!!
haha i tink i'm learned , n he makes mi learn even more tat u nv try there wil be no hope at all at least i tried , so i'm hapi !!!

lol , i did try , i cook spaghetti for him but stil he say "sorry i dun wan to hurt u anymore " haha i duno wat is stoppin him , maybe he already know tat we r nt suitable tt's y he choose to give up ba . but for mi i'm stil here waiting , perhaps i'll continue to try ba ... duno , but so far e response from him wasnt gd la ,

it's kind of hard to see him in class , smiling , lauffing while i feel hurt inside , so far he has nt contacted mi feel so sad , i went to pray leh , e lot say someone is stoppin us together and nid gui ren to help us , haha but who is gui ren who is xiao ren lol , so hard to find . anyway i aso duno wan to giv up o nt leh , wat u all tink ?

shall i giv them to him ? e cookies tat we make

eh y no pp read my blog de ar haha ... nvm at least i can write wif ease since no one is readin it lol ... haha ok .. michael n i r reali nt getting together , yup i'm kind of upset la , but i tried he stil says it's best 4 us to remain as frens , erm i duno wat to do la.... he says all these r words n nt actions lol ... how to prove , i gal gal la i shy shy aso lol .... i know i dun sound sad but i m lo , wat if i fail again if i try ?
wat if i try n he stil says " i appreaciate wat u hv done , but i tink it's best 4 us to be frens " ? i sure canot take it de ... i aso duno how a part of mi say keeps on tryin , another part says i might fail o maybe i should be real tis time say gd bye to these beautiful memories ba