Kelly's Blog

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Posted by kellycai at 10:36 PM | 0 comments

thx everyone for my bd :)

Posted by kellycai at 9:47 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, September 06, 2007

haiz ... stay in life is much more earlier den expected so sad ...
i dun wan to spend my 21st bd in camp man !! tat sucks

heez btw pls come after 530pm on e day ok ?
if u guys r stil wondering wat to buy mi , maybe u all can consider these

~ watch
~ jacket
~ perfume
~ diamond butterfly
~ WALLET (yeah i tink i nid a wallet more )
~ bag ?

heez pls ar synchornise dun everyone buy mi e same ting wait i cry ar haha

watch n jacket i prefer adidas / puma / TITUS best la for watch heez
wallet i like ozozo glam , o any other branded de la lol ...

ultimately is u guys who buy mi la .. its e tots tat counts so put in effort ar lol !!! (Stil hinting)

Posted by kellycai at 11:28 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, September 02, 2007

less den 2 mths ...
finish le

anyway my bd wil be held in my hz :) on e actual day

Posted by kellycai at 1:01 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 26, 2007

wat should i say abt tis ?
i have hundreds n thousands of emotions in mi , but i duno wat to say , how to express it ...
it's all over for us i guess , things hasnt been workin well since e first day ... clashes in point of view so on n on .... perhaps wat might seem to be is not wat it is

life's nv easy , to hv pp out there against u , thinkin they r better ,
should i say i nv put in effort to be there , which is why tings r happening
i duno ...
so wrong , so confused .

can i leave ? back to e usual life , e usual self ....

Posted by kellycai at 1:35 PM | 0 comments

Monday, August 13, 2007

yeah my bd comin it will be held in my house , it's on 15 sept so pp pls make urself free for mi k ?
21 yrs old le lo .. old lady ...

Posted by kellycai at 6:23 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, August 11, 2007

so sad my sentosa dream gone , too little pp go le ... sob sob ... i dun care ar i die die wan go ...

Posted by kellycai at 1:15 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 05, 2007

i'm so unhapi .....

Posted by kellycai at 7:37 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

heez haven update for quite some time le ... i gt tis throat infection leh ...
e doc say i got hit by bacteria so i nid antibiotics , got 2 days mc too :)

I GAINED 3KG IN 1 MONTH , well i duno how i did it la somehow i'm so ugly now , rena say it's due to my muscle but den i tink i grow fats all over la , canot le muz go loss weight .

my target 49kg by dec , hopefully it can be done :) sure can one la heez

Posted by kellycai at 8:39 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Goodbye Andrew !!

This was e last time i saw him , andrew teo .i call him my spiritual buddy lol thx to rena i get to c him e last time . it's so hard to put it into words , after e ubin outing he called mi when he reached home saying tis

"i'm reali veri hapi today , i like e nature , it fun reali fun " den i hung down e phone to go to bed. So so regret tat i hadnt have talk to him abit longer .

Thx 4 e treat ar .. haven had e chance to treat u to beepu yet when i get my pay . He is such a kind soul who offered if i wan to lend $ frm him on e ubin outing .

Come to tink of it , it seems to have been all predestinated , he called mi more den usual , we talk abt relationship , tarot card , family matters , career , frenship , studies , healing . He told mi he wans to find a gf , wans to be a photographer when he finished his 4 years bond . He was so full of energy when he talks abt his bike , buy his bike b4 he got his license , spends thousands of money on it , talk about goin JB wif mi . But den his fav ting was e one tat caused his death too .

I visited Andrew when he was in coma , i was so confident tat he will wake up n talk to me , but den he chose to left still . He left mi when i was in one of my hardest moment during my bmt as much as i wish he would be there as i was reali havin a hard time dealing if my bunkmates. But like wat our fren say , each of us have our own life experenicens n every one of them is meant to be a lesson.

Thank you so much , for being a fren , somemore once told mi a fren in need is a fren indeed n u reali are

Thank you so much , for helpin mi wif my project during fyp if it werent for u i would have failed .

Thank you so much , for lending mi a listening ear whenever i have problems

Thank you so much , for helpin mi to get over e death of my death

Thank you so much , for understanding me from my point of view

Thank you so much , for puting so much faith in me tat i'll enter navy when e whole world even my mom trust tat i won get in .

Thank you so much , for letting mi understand more about life

Most of all , Thank you so much for leavin mi at e point of time where i know i nid to be independant , nid to put more faith in myself . U left after i had most of my problems sloved .

Thank you so much , for tellin mi not to make other pp's problem my problem .

Take care buddy , hope u r happier there

Those tings tat u said i'll rem by heart .

Learn tat

It's hard to get a fren , moreover a soulmate .

Some people wasted their life not getting one ,

Treasure all around you even ur enemy , because life is reali fragil .