Wednesday, September 19, 2007





thx everyone for my bd :)

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Thursday, September 06, 2007
haiz ... stay in life is much more earlier den expected so sad ...
i dun wan to spend my 21st bd in camp man !! tat sucks

heez btw pls come after 530pm on e day ok ?
if u guys r stil wondering wat to buy mi , maybe u all can consider these

~ watch
~ jacket
~ perfume
~ diamond butterfly
~ WALLET (yeah i tink i nid a wallet more )
~ bag ?

heez pls ar synchornise dun everyone buy mi e same ting wait i cry ar haha

watch n jacket i prefer adidas / puma / TITUS best la for watch heez
wallet i like ozozo glam , o any other branded de la lol ...

ultimately is u guys who buy mi la .. its e tots tat counts so put in effort ar lol !!! (Stil hinting)
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
less den 2 mths ...
finish le

anyway my bd wil be held in my hz :) on e actual day
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
wat should i say abt tis ?
i have hundreds n thousands of emotions in mi , but i duno wat to say , how to express it ...
it's all over for us i guess , things hasnt been workin well since e first day ... clashes in point of view so on n on .... perhaps wat might seem to be is not wat it is

life's nv easy , to hv pp out there against u , thinkin they r better ,
should i say i nv put in effort to be there , which is why tings r happening
i duno ...
so wrong , so confused .

can i leave ? back to e usual life , e usual self ....
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Monday, August 13, 2007
yeah my bd comin it will be held in my house , it's on 15 sept so pp pls make urself free for mi k ?
21 yrs old le lo .. old lady ...
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
so sad my sentosa dream gone , too little pp go le ... sob sob ... i dun care ar i die die wan go ...
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
i'm so unhapi .....
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
heez haven update for quite some time le ... i gt tis throat infection leh ...
e doc say i got hit by bacteria so i nid antibiotics , got 2 days mc too :)

I GAINED 3KG IN 1 MONTH , well i duno how i did it la somehow i'm so ugly now , rena say it's due to my muscle but den i tink i grow fats all over la , canot le muz go loss weight .

my target 49kg by dec , hopefully it can be done :) sure can one la heez
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Goodbye Andrew !!




This was e last time i saw him , andrew teo .i call him my spiritual buddy lol thx to rena i get to c him e last time . it's so hard to put it into words , after e ubin outing he called mi when he reached home saying tis
"i'm reali veri hapi today , i like e nature , it fun reali fun " den i hung down e phone to go to bed. So so regret tat i hadnt have talk to him abit longer .
Thx 4 e treat ar .. haven had e chance to treat u to beepu yet when i get my pay . He is such a kind soul who offered if i wan to lend $ frm him on e ubin outing .
Come to tink of it , it seems to have been all predestinated , he called mi more den usual , we talk abt relationship , tarot card , family matters , career , frenship , studies , healing . He told mi he wans to find a gf , wans to be a photographer when he finished his 4 years bond . He was so full of energy when he talks abt his bike , buy his bike b4 he got his license , spends thousands of money on it , talk about goin JB wif mi . But den his fav ting was e one tat caused his death too .
I visited Andrew when he was in coma , i was so confident tat he will wake up n talk to me , but den he chose to left still . He left mi when i was in one of my hardest moment during my bmt as much as i wish he would be there as i was reali havin a hard time dealing if my bunkmates. But like wat our fren say , each of us have our own life experenicens n every one of them is meant to be a lesson.
Thank you so much , for being a fren , somemore once told mi a fren in need is a fren indeed n u reali are
Thank you so much , for helpin mi wif my project during fyp if it werent for u i would have failed .
Thank you so much , for lending mi a listening ear whenever i have problems
Thank you so much , for helpin mi to get over e death of my death
Thank you so much , for understanding me from my point of view
Thank you so much , for puting so much faith in me tat i'll enter navy when e whole world even my mom trust tat i won get in .
Thank you so much , for letting mi understand more about life
Most of all , Thank you so much for leavin mi at e point of time where i know i nid to be independant , nid to put more faith in myself . U left after i had most of my problems sloved .
Thank you so much , for tellin mi not to make other pp's problem my problem .
Take care buddy , hope u r happier there
Those tings tat u said i'll rem by heart .
Learn tat
It's hard to get a fren , moreover a soulmate .
Some people wasted their life not getting one ,
Treasure all around you even ur enemy , because life is reali fragil .
big group photo
5n1 clan


nice pose
actually i stil dno here is where leh


now reali left we 2 le !!!
ah toooooooot na
haha i'm e devil
bye andrew
so funi

haha design by andrew
on e way to ubin
taken again by andrew
taken by tsm









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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Finally my blog skin is done (60%) lol stil nid help :) these are e pics tat i took b4 i went tekong



Ktv for sheena bd , my bmt

thx kent for e mickey !
i have 3

safra
where is alan ?
gathering ??


Angel Z
we r all on 1 side , except sheena haha
e 4 gals

Stooopid bag


crashed !!!




Mos with my MC2 colleuge






lawrence

joe




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Friday, June 22, 2007
omg !! i'm leaving
sob sob
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
hehe .... days reali can run veri fast ... u nv know how limit time is , until u hv a constrain . everyone blog frenship i aso wan !!!

erm ... wat r frens 4 ? To me a real fren
  1. should trust u and have faith in u under any circumstances
  2. stick with u though thick n thin (loyalty)
  3. no hidden agenda
  4. honest enuf to tel u ur blunder
  5. change u 4 e better , but not to his o her liking

cut short la , trust n honesty heez but i aso duno how many frens i hv la ... but nvm cuz i tink u nv know e true self of a person until someting happen

wat might seem to be , might not be

who might seem to be there , might not be there

where u wan to be , might not be e final destination



u onli live once

i mean everyting is nt lastin , but actually e rules apply to everyting

one fine day ,

ur parents wil leave b4 u do

ur frens wil hv lesser time 4 u as they gt their career , family , frens

ur life partner may nt be wif u til death bed

even ur kids wil leave u to start their own family

so dun let all e issues bother u , we should cherish each other !! even if ur enemies cuz u nv get a 2nd chance to meet them again , to know them all over again !!

like i always say

FORGIVE N FORGET BUT DUN FORGET E LESSON !!

ok enuf of my nagging haha mama ask mi zzz le nite

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Monday, June 18, 2007
.... so now onli left u n mi liao
when i'm gone it wil be u n lc liao
haha soon den i tink we all go seperate ways , i hope tat won happen











haha we went ubin so tired la ..... but e pics was nice ... yeah
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Friday, June 15, 2007
hehe
so i get my wish fulfilled i hope
last stage le ... hopefully everting goes well

went lunch wif lc n rena , hey thx 4 e pizza treat ar haha
u all dun worri next time got mi le !!!! lol
haha my first pay i treat u all eat ok ? u 2 choose haha but dun too ex ar .....

these 2 gals ar so jia lat , i haven take pay ask mi buy tings liao ,wan mi go aboard dun wan c mi rite ??? haha especially rena ar ... u reali change alot ar , first say i noisy , 2nd dun wan talk to mi le , now even can disturb mi ar !!! good la i go le c how u die ar wahahahahaha .... i so sad n angry la , haha lc u wan wallet ar ??? u wait ar i go thailand buy fake de haha jkjk

but nvm we say hao le , if i come back they sure muz pei mi de
hopefully all tings goes well ba :)
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
worked 4 days in IT fair so sianz ... but e pp there not bad la hehe
went to ray's ns gathering ... thx ar ray 4 e surprise ,but i tink no hope lo anyway i aso too shy to take action la
aiya nvm ..... let nature takes it course ba i nt gan chiong aso
i won do anyting de ar .....
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Monday, June 04, 2007
ok ... how is tis new skin goin on ? stil improvin i hope

haha i so hapi la i zzz 16 hours yesterday , suppose to meet them go PC show but den as usual i zzz la , rena called at 11 i ask her cal at 1 den i tel her i nt gg cuz i wan zzz in e end i zzz til 5
16 HOURS one shot... can u imagine how i feel lolz. den these pp aso ar ... go eat my fav kfc n buffet !!! if nt 4 my tution i sure go down when i wake up de

pai sei ar pp pai sei u ...sori sori
so now is 4 am i feel sleepy
i wonder how long i wil zzz today

canot too long cuz I MUZ CHANGE MY PAIR OF SLIPPERS
FUCKIN $40 , i buy wrong size lol
hopefully can change cuz i wear 1 day b4 hehe

sori ar so many bad words
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Friday, June 01, 2007
wat is tis bloggie ting doin ?? i dun get it , blog is suppose to be an online diary isn't it ? if it's a diary , isn't it suppose to be personal ?

a blog is suppose to let frens whom u hv nt met up recently to know abt hw u r gettin on in life rite ? but seems like it's doin harm too . a close fren of mine once told mi certain tings r nt meant to be say out n i'm tat type tat says out e wrong ting @ e wrong time to e wrong person n i cant reali change it since it's a IQ pro .

well , i dun deny tat i dun hv high IQ , but den i do agree tat sometings r nt meant to be said . even written !!

an excellent example wil be e recent fight between hui xian n mi , b4 blog came hot , we onli quarrel when we c each other n before e next time we meet again, time would hv healed all wounds but den look at now , daily update of quarreling . i cant help tinkin tat blog is providing pp another way out find fault against each other .

another example .. u pp know la

so pp pls pls be careful abt wat u write , even if u nv named anyone . u nv know who wil read it n how they wil feel , even they did nt voice out e unhappiness.

i can understand tat some pp might say " tis is my blog , i'm juz expressing my feelings , n wat's happening around "
but if writin in blog wil hurt another person , y nt tink abt e consequences b4 u actually type it down ?

ok i know ... time to know where i stand lol . although my IQ is 100 haha but i do speak sense sometimes la , i hope tis entry makes sense to u pp .
whoever is readin it
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Thursday, May 31, 2007


ok ... can u pp imagine tis is e first time tat we take photosticker ? as in one tat can be designed after we like know for so long ....





can c they strongly against mi rite? one " mei " one "siao"
den mi is "mo" somemore write chu in front of mi





my design , more sensible rite ?
c another one against mi !! we all had e world peace sign but obviously mine has been covered la , n they beat mi . n surround mi wif pigs .......
my design ... but i'm a gal !!! i swear !!!
erm ... duno who did tis






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Thursday, May 24, 2007
now left onli mi n u le ... sob sob

wonder wat wil happen to us
chalet

tis was e last time we went out ....
ray bd
duno when



yr 3 .... chinese new yr time



realise any diff ?



last yr when we went vivo

yr 3 ... lesser pics of us e M4...






yr2 .... lc bd
lc n rena yr 1
, lc n hx
after grad we 3 went nyp except hx ,durin poly times we stil look close rite :)


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