Kelly's Blog

aiyo i juz realise i no tag board leh !!! hahah nevertheless thx ken 4 e skin ... sori ar pp giv him sometime i tink he wil make a tag board 4 moi de hehe

aiya i'm so upset lo i have been gd tis yr so no gifts for mi this vday so quiet lol unlike last yr . single life nt reali tt gd but i have been like tt 4 half a yr le . however gd gal life isnt much better .i rejected 3 dates tis yr , hopin tat tat idioit wil turn back . shit , sucky

well today is e last day i see him , everytin is over ... he stil wear til so nice , u know i like guys wif jeans , tees , long sleeve shirt . but den again haiz no more le la .... sob sob .... how i wish tat he is mine but i tink he should be gg out wif some gals out there ba

haha finally i wash my hair , has been 2 days le wor ,aiyo damn damn heart broken again , heard from zhi wei tat maybe mike has a new target le cuz his msn nick ... n i tot so too if nt he won so heartless ba .... haiz

ok i went clubbin last nite wif dale n javier so sian rite ? onli we 2 but luckily they gt fren there gt to sky too :) saw a guy who i tink is kinda cute but all of them say looks terriblely ugly lo i tink there is someting wrong with my taste ba as usually

some pics last nite

aiyo ... i'm so damn heart broken , no matter wat i do , how hard i try stil e same , yup i said i won giv up . i didnt , i went rena hz n baked my second set of cookies , get wee tat ching to giv it to him , but he says he dun wan on diet !!!

i didnt flirt ard la e guys whom i hang out wif onli dale , ming , eric n these pp nia .... n i actually changing , trying hard to save the broken relationship . i nv done such things b4 , so damn damn damn damn it , stupid mi .

aiya .. should i stay o should i go ? if onli u read tis ar ... idioit ... u r turnin my life upside down , maybe u r juz nt worth mi ... can anyone, tell mi should i giv up ? o die hard trying ?

went study yest , butt itchy called fion lol tt stupid eric la .... i tink she gt mood swing sia suddenly scold mi , i tink maybe bcuz i was disturbing her wif her date la (but she wouldnt admit tt ) lol. she told mi " u wil nv get didi la he's foolin wif u " although i agree but i won giv up de la . eh but i duno wat to do too cuz he's givin mi cold shoulder . but den again nvm la .

aiyo new yr comin , went to buy cny clothes with lc they all haha jaz say my dress look like song ka de so sad . n my shoes dun fit leh , 1 comin out 1 too tight .sob sob how how ?

valentine comin le wor i tink i should be spend wif my books ba , to tink of last yr i spent it wif xb n cny eve we even went to watch fireworks . i tink tis yr wil be much much diff ba . nvm reduce my bad karma like wat fion say !! hor hor beware of urself too hor , wat goes ard comes ard ...
so long no hang out wif them le wonder how r they ar . ken , lan , na , fion no nid wori la i know she gt her own entertainment hahaha ....

aiyo i'm bored ... so bored bored .... if onli we didnt end up in tt way , now stil gt pp talkin to mi over e phone . kind of late le ,but i cant zzz leh , gt no one to talk to mi i'm so lonely lol got to get out of tis shity mess soon , find one new , but where so easy to find !!! i called so many pp all wan zzz , if nt they outside , suan le ba

k i went to fu hai chalet durin e weekend it was kind of fun la , since long i hv such fun le heez , thx rena 4 acc mi go chalet stay , so long no catch up with chew siang aso le , did tarot with alot of them haha wei ming de most fun . got to know ann n cat too .thx fu hai ar 4 e treat aso ...

u all ar u all , rem wat my tarot say ar if nt waste my effort ar here r some tt i rem de haha :

rena ar : muz hv some courage to do tings ar u know wat to do le
lc : rem to face reality ar dun be too dependant on others dun live in ur own world
eric : ur passion is buring ar dun do tings 4 others onli muz spare a tot 4 ownself
dale : u r nt perfect ar u gt alot of flaws
fu hai : dun tink too much

as 4 mi so funi , they wil wan burn my card cuz i keep askin same ting everyday haha , but i stil duno wat to do ma , maybe i'll giv up a while ba den continue once everyting stablize le . hehee

haiyo ... tml is 26 le , 1 mth le he reject mi ... haiz 1 mth le i stil haven giv up yet kind of rare horz ? so long le i stil no die hope completely ... sian lehz see him in sch daily , if he wear til veri shuai i will haiz ....

lian hong xin tiao jia su ... aiyo ... nvm i wil giv up de ....
erm tis mth is a gd mth to celebrate u all know y ? cuz i single half a yr le , + he reject mi a mth le haha so tis is a mth to celebrate ...

hai yo ... ya la , i tried n miracle did nt happened , e response i gt was cold shoulder , cold shoulder n cold shoulder , he is shunning while i'm chasing
haha , how can they ever be together ??

i took 1 hour to ponder to cal him o nt ,
he took 1 min to finish e call.

i took 3 days to make spaghtti ,
he took 3 min to reply mi .

i took 3 weeks to have tots to giv up ,
he took onli 3 days to clear 4get mi.

haha tis kind of feelin is reali sucky , eric ar ... u know e world nid more positive pp , n sheena is e diff one . tat's y miracle nv happen to her b4 haha .. while fools like us who pin hopes at least wil hv someting to hope for .
erm .. for my future plan i duno to giv up o nt la since left onli 1 week to see him nia , anyway wait til i buy e tarot card den say ba heez ...

maybe i'm stil blur , foolish , gullible , but i'm hapi e way i m
rem pp k ? everyting gd o bad is mean to learn !!!
haha i tink i'm learned , n he makes mi learn even more tat u nv try there wil be no hope at all at least i tried , so i'm hapi !!!

lol , i did try , i cook spaghetti for him but stil he say "sorry i dun wan to hurt u anymore " haha i duno wat is stoppin him , maybe he already know tat we r nt suitable tt's y he choose to give up ba . but for mi i'm stil here waiting , perhaps i'll continue to try ba ... duno , but so far e response from him wasnt gd la ,

it's kind of hard to see him in class , smiling , lauffing while i feel hurt inside , so far he has nt contacted mi feel so sad , i went to pray leh , e lot say someone is stoppin us together and nid gui ren to help us , haha but who is gui ren who is xiao ren lol , so hard to find . anyway i aso duno wan to giv up o nt leh , wat u all tink ?

shall i giv them to him ? e cookies tat we make

eh y no pp read my blog de ar haha ... nvm at least i can write wif ease since no one is readin it lol ... haha ok .. michael n i r reali nt getting together , yup i'm kind of upset la , but i tried he stil says it's best 4 us to remain as frens , erm i duno wat to do la.... he says all these r words n nt actions lol ... how to prove , i gal gal la i shy shy aso lol .... i know i dun sound sad but i m lo , wat if i fail again if i try ?
wat if i try n he stil says " i appreaciate wat u hv done , but i tink it's best 4 us to be frens " ? i sure canot take it de ... i aso duno how a part of mi say keeps on tryin , another part says i might fail o maybe i should be real tis time say gd bye to these beautiful memories ba

eh yup i blog again le , so bored if i know holiday wil be so bored i should get a job lol now i stay at hm daily doin nth leh ... life is so sian , didi go le lol wich makes mi more bored n maybe we might nt end up together aso haha ... nvm ba ... i can learn to take tings easy .

pai sei ar eric ur bd i nv go , e stupid xian mei veri gd fren put mi aeroplane , but luckily i gt tze kent heez ... thx god ... we went bugis juz now and guan yuan drove us to eat prata , but den he kept on losin his way ... sch finally goin to start on wed le , but seem long to mi eh stil hv 4 more days to go . wonder wat i should do leh , and how to celebrate new yr eve aso , up til now no program yet .

tink i'm reali mean gal , cuz i hurt someone again unlike others , tis time haha tis person tel mi tis
" i won contact u much le , wat i wan i wil get , wat i canot get i rather dun wan , u r hurtin mi"
lol ... hahaha i swear i did nth ok !

however i tink tat at tis rate i'm goin i'll scare all e guys ard mi haha , so i decide to change 4 e better yeah ! erm well c how ba

I didn't want to be inside. I didn't want to be outside. I didn't want to be anywhere. I didn't want to kill myself, but I just felt like I didn't want to be anywhere. I didn't want anybody to be around me.

http://men.msn.com/articlees.aspx?cp-documentid=1628449

ooo yeah . finally i make a come back le . tml til sun i go expo sell lappy anyone free go drop by ba. eh ... i veri sian leh i single 4 mths le hahah surprise rite ? i veri guai also no flirt flirt . i wan to change le , erm ... i wan to change frm a gal to a woman cuz someone tel mi tat i dress like a gal nt a woman ...

heez finally i blog le .... so hapi , sch start le wor now week 2 le , ok la my new class , gettin along fine with everyone . Lucky my project gt pp help mi to do if nt i duno how to cry ar ....
Eh , has been 3 mths since i'm single le .... but nvm i'll keep on waitin til 3 yrs de . So long nv go club le anyone wana go ? but best is stay yishun also la den can share cab .

i miss everyone so much , suddenly feel like so loner leh like no fren like tt , been busy with duno wat aso haha . mon to thu sch , fri , sat , sun aso duno do wat haha no time no time like tt . or rather to say i spend my time doin nth again ba.

my dear xian mei dun sad ar u gt mi stil , ur lover heez
my dear lc happi 7 mth aso ba wish u n zw wil be tgt long long
my dear rena wor.... hahahahhaha u know u know

today is my last day of work in imh le , quite sad cum hapi , sad cuz the pp here are gd , e job is slackin , and i wil miss tis place . hapi cuz i can slack at home le haha , hapi cuz i can find a higher pay job too :)

i so hapi abt my bd , although my wish did nt come thru my xiao bai didnt find mi at all
-cuz my colleuge whom know mi less den 3 weeks bought mi a cake which surprise me .
-ah bang bought me a cake too , and treat mi to supper hehe
-jia rong who brought mi a cake aso lol
-and my frens who gave mi a present tt i love , and thx dale for e efforts , haha althoug eric say nt nice however it's e thoughts tt counts lol.

e clubbing day was fantastic , i get to know a banker from australi , terence hook out some gals lol . poor specs guy i pity him ....

anyway thx there everyone :)

today last day le ... hehe e people here nt bad la haha ... i spend 12 weeks here doin nth lo .... tml goin to new enviroment le , goin IMH to work as a clerk , new experience . but e workin hours so long , nvm gt fren acc mi ( rena n lc) haha i so hapi .

REcently so many pp break up , 1 by 1 after me ... reali a curse lo , once hv stead all hv stead , once break all break aso . see we so united ... life goes on ... but i stil hope he comes back . lol many pp wan to scold mi liao for hvin tis tinking . haha

~~~ As u nv know tml tings so no point pondering so much today rite ? ~~~

since 8 days , we have broken up . People dun worri about me . i onli shi lian ma , nt e first time aso la juz that tis time i was happier , i climb higher and fell much more harder nia . u all know mi de rite , i'm a bitch so my ability to recover is quite high la.

sorri pp nv go sentosa wif u all cuz my mood nt gd , but once i free i sure go de . u all goin every sun rite ? and my dear eric , if u c tis i wan to tel u that day when i broke up , u send mi a sms saying "li chuan wat happen to kelly and her boyfriend " i feel like killin u sia , send wrong sms at wrong time. anyway thx 4 e concern .

den i wan to wait for my ex . i wan stay single for 3 yrs but i know no pp believe me la . he veri cruel ar delete all our pic from my com so sad .but i tink i stil like him alot la .ya lo tat should be it la

anyway these are e pp that i wan to giv a big thx to 4 scoldin mi and being wif me . muz put kent's name first if nt he angry

kent
sheena
fion
alan
lichuan
rena
xian mei

and a small one to eric although he send e wrong sms at wrong time to e wrong person . and vinc n max

ya lo thx alot ar heeez

haiz ... 5 days without he , day and nite i kept cryin . i duno y , e moment i tink of him i'll cry , on bus at work toilet everywhere. haiz i miss him alot whenever i on my hp there wil nv be news of him .

my days are so miserable , i love him alot miss him alot .we agree to marry , agree to go aboard , agree to celebrate my bd so many tings we agree on . he say he wil send mi home after he return to work , spend lesser time wif me but wil stil acc mi , so many tings it's nt 4get den can 4get .

even i drink lemon tea i'll tink of him. i no longer eat my fav food cuz i tink of him. on express way i can c myself on his bike holdin on to him . so many memories , all gone , say gone n it is gone. how can love be so harsh when we use to be so close ?

how can he be so cruel to me , dissappear in thin air like tt, even promise to stay as frens but shun me when i contact him . so many tings he lied to me , i reali cant believe tis when e person closet to u , beside u wil be someone that hurt u so deep so deep

its all over mi n him . we are nt gg to be tgt anymore. tt's it i'm single again lol , anyone wan help mi find boi boi ma ?

i veri veri sad ar , nv been better . anyone who knws mi wil know how much i love him , how much effort i put in . but wat is nt meant to be is nt meant to be . nvm ... i tink i nid silence , time to tink through . air to breath .

over is over ......

haiyo ... veri busy ar . been busy quarrellin wif xb lol, he keep no time 4 mi den fion n sheena say he gt gal outside i sob sob .

my boss siao again leh , after i wear slipper for 6 weeks den he say mi so i change shoe lo so pain.nvm stil .
he ask mi to clear table b4 tml 8 am but i start work at 9 leh. den he say unwanted paper should be thrown away , so he veri smart he pick up on e floor den throw back to e floor again i so angry lo , where gt pp liek tt de.

week 3 le at least i'm 1/4 way thu rite ? haiz yo here veri bored ar nth to eat. know wat ? week 1 i eat 4 days kway tiao dry , 1 day mix veg rice. week 2 i eat 2 days kway tiao dry , 2 day rice , 1 day mee hoon goreng , week 3 i eat 1 day mee hoon goreng , 1 day rice , 3 days kway tiao dry . best of all even the canteen aso sell 2 food nia , mee hoon goreng n mix rice lol.

so basically every week i onli eat 3 kinds of food , veri sian ar help !! i wan kfc , bake rice sob sob , how am i goin to spend another 9 weeks here eating e same tings ??

sat is such an exciting day , moring i went FT with LC , haha e FT say i hot temper ask mi listen to my mama say i can go aboard study if i put in effort but last sem liao my gpa onli 1.78 nia study sai ar haha.

den i went rena hz do cookies,chocolate n oreal cheescake. e cookies ok la mama say nt fragrance n sweet enough , chocolate total failure ar haha rena la ask her melt she dun wan say use hot water. haha e cheescake aso nt success la.

so fast i know motor 1-2 a yr le , yest plan to celebrate de , but last min he say muz cancel . i so angry !!! haiz week 2 thu nia omg so many days to go how to surive, veri long didnt go out le leh anyone wan go out ma haha, werid great sg sales but no pp ask mi go out leh so pathetic , ren yuan bu hao

heez long long no blog le ... eeeeeee attachment at sengkang so suay so far , somemore pay lowest ar 420 nia sucks , i'm workin as an auditor now , so sianz but lucky e company onli gt 4 pp includin moi , sometimes they all go fix mrt den i alone in office . quite satisfying cuz i can sing song ar lol . workin hours is 9-6 anyone lives near sengkang ? wan find mi eat lunch ma o send mi home lol .omg week 2 onli 10 more weeks to go

heez yest went momo wif sheena n fion haha .... thx raymond 4 e nite 4 being our chaffet n free supper . haha sheena n fion s sorry tt yest nite not much guys n i nv drink lo .... haha u all say so much haha u all gain most lo .... fion u ate a $10.90 bake rice lo sheena u more worst $12.90 special snack lo haha ... haha sheena u drank most vodka n gain entrance fee $ 18 .... fion gain a $10 shot ..... whahaha next time u all wan bring mi go where

haiz yo i so angry lo ...... today i went to c my teacher he suddenly show mi microsoft word , dev c++ all these tel mi tt they r professional .... lolz while e tings i do is anyhow do de ... if tt's e case den y reject my project e day when i did someting profe ?
so i told him i tink mine is pro wat . den he say if u tink so ..... it's near there but nt yet !!!

my dear motor irritate mi so much .... at 10am in e morin he called n talk to mi 3 min sayin he'll cal mi back so i replied tt u sure cal mi after veri long de he say "no la yi xia zi onli"so i waited ti 4pm later 4 his call . again he talk to mi 3 min n said cal mi back . i tolerate nvm .... den 6+ he called mi again n hung down 3 min after sayin his brother there . 7 when i was on e way to orchard i sms him told him i was alone ask him if he wans to cal mi ... he nv asn tt question lo .... i'm so angry lo like tt stil nvm 9+ he sms mi ask mi if i wan to visit him ... ask mi to take train to n forth i so angry !!!!! he nv tink tt dangerous lo


ok let's nt talk abt tis yest went out wif fion n sheena since like ages ago we 3 go out together, we meet 6+ they watch 5pm movie let mi wait ard 1 hr isnt it retard ? den i walk alone in cine so sianz so i went arcade n bought a tube from blossom so nice once i saw it i set my eyes on it , n bought it on e 2nd entrance heez ... den we went far east to collect e new peice so nice e tube heez ... den we went to galare as usual i gt "ka" again i drink a banana milkshake 5.5 haha so x lo they eat stil cheaper den mi den we went to take neoprint . i tink e 3 of us should nv hang out togehter so wrong .... haha

haiz yo ... my xiao bai hospital ar ... he yest onli cal mi once den sms mi a few nia .... called mi 4pm say gg in A&E department .... den 1130 den cal again say go in operation ... qi si wo ar ... last min den cal ...

i so ke lian his mc 1 mth ar ... den no pp send mi to sch no pp eat lunch with mi .... sad sad

hey hey my lastest work pls grade

haiz yo my 4rd rejectionship , e black color is mine .... tis time worst ar my teacher says it's ugly !!!ugly meh he wans artistic so i giv him la den he say ugly .... lol haha i slept from yest 830 til 730 leh haha but stil veri tire

yest i went chong pang nasi with kent they all , when we were gg back tt time. guess who i saw
i saw ivan n jaz lo , ivan whom disappear from mi such a long time. e first ting i asked him was "u gt $ pay mi ma"
as expected his ans is always "no"
but i saw his hair is golden n long , i was wonderin if he's reali tt poor tt describe to me y does he stil hv e $ to dye his hair golden n cut it in shape lo , e ans to my question by jaz was , u go ask eric .
ivan said he n jaz shared e dye together but den when i took off jaz's cap , his hair color was red lo .... how could e same hairdye produce 2 diff color . e best ting is wat ? e best ting is ivan stil tel mi don gan cheong "man man lai" ar ..... i wan vommit blood liao lo has been 3-4mths stil man man lai .....

so he says he'll pay mi once he has e $ next mth when he gt his pay , well ..... we shall c lo

haiz yo so borin sia ........ lc nv come , zw nv come , tony duno do wat , den rena go eat snake leave mi alone in lab talk to my blog lol ... so sianz today rainin nv eat wif motor so i ate at 2+ so hungry sia .....
today i gt rejected again by my supervisor le he says it's nt intergrated n too much fun he wans someting more professional .... lol . his demands r gettin more n more ridiculous . tis time he expect mi to giv him movin backgound, box in a whole but with proper shape hai yo i where know how to do lol ... my latest design

u all c my design nice ma ? i showed my sup both he say not nice nt up to standard ask mi use adobe u c la he isit siao

hai yo juz now i go c my sup guess wat he says :

sup : how is it

mi : nt gg veri well

sup : n fact i gt alternative 4 u , e gy interface make it nicer. i'll come back in e afternoon to u

y y y ... he ar ....... i duno hw to say ar
qi si wo le

veri sian ar ..... my project duno how to do , andrew aso duno how to do haha now onli can pray tt bryan (lc fren) can help mi le ....
sheng ar ..... jiu jiu wo ar ....

now onli week 8 nia , 4 more weeks to go !!! will i make it ma ? my sup keep sayin will fail mi , my idiotic partner eeeeeeeeeeee who is veri "kind" to mi . when i sms him ask him help mi tel teacher i'm sick , he veri gentlymanly called mi , asked mi 4 my pw in sch to use my com , and tel mi tt he told sir tt he duno y i nv come ... c how kind is he . how i wish nt to c his stuck - up face one day .....

i study so long nv so hard workin b4 leh lol onli mc 4 4days nia it has been 7weeks le lol c how much i take tis dyp as ...

hey pp if u guys wan to watch movie i recommend 8 below reali nice ar ... watch til i cried e dogs r so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee n they reali act well hehe

haiz ........ yest i went to find my supervisor he says wat i had done is nt enuf to pass lo it's veri easy .... den ask mi to do advance flash programing . so i ask him e advance falsh isit easy o nt , he say i duno , dun expect mi to know aso = ! =''' he duno expect mi to know meh

using flash programing to trigger wat vb has send . who understands ? omg tings r gettin harder ... den he says eeeeeeeeee de is easier den mine , c la isit he likes him more ........
so i ask him do we both pass he says no , we r nt qualiy to be yr 3 student n pass so i said we everyday come on time n go home latest he say tt's nt e key . so sadddddddddd. week7 le so fast but den if go attachment duno how le haha , perhaps i'll nt make it tis time

so sad lo ......... i did my project le den now my supervisor demand more . it was user key in input den diff flash comes out. now becomes user input wif 1 flash onli meaing my flash hv diff modes and will change according to my input.
he is so bias tt can c lo , my partner eeeeeeeeeeee say he duno den he gives him e paper n help him start mi leh haiz ....... den if eeeeeeeeeeee nv comes he won bother to check mi at all lo ....
so sad

wow ... fyp will die ar ... yest i went presentation so sad .... e marker say i duno anyting den it's nt enuf 4 fyp even a yr 1 student can do my flash . so i told him i nt doin flash onli i muz link them den e teacher say even linking them aso veri easy ....so saddddddddddd .....

haha i did e zodiac ting so accurate siaz ....

Your zodiac sign should be Virgo!
Virgo!It's sooo you! The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a VIRGO. You've got that reserved and modest demeanour, just like the astrological symbol of Virgo, the virgin. You are not, however, one to sit passively as the world passes you by. Quite the contrary. Your mind is extremely analytical. You want an answer for every question you pose, and you immediately raise a new question for every answer you're given. Such perfectionism and inquisitiveness clearly invite stress and worry into your life. But your practical and organised lifestyle helps to keep these feelings under control. You are the most conscientious and analytical sign in the zodiac.

lolz i like tis kind of guy kinda true ....
You may be nice but aren't you a bit naughty as well! That's why you're attracted to the bad lad. The one who's a bit laddish. The heart-breaker. So what if he's hard to tie down? You want a man who has an edge, someone who keeps you on your toes. In fact, it may be the challenge that keeps you around. His rather yobbish attitude is like a magnet; if a man wears a rebel reputation, he sparked your attention! Your bloke must be confident and ooze masculine charm. Plainly, sensitive men simply don't cause your knees to buckle. You have no time for the sweet, romantic, or doting chaps who pursue you and, frankly, bore you to tears. Perhaps you're just not into the touchy-feely thing right now. Who cares? Whether you're seeking adventure or looking to tame the wild, there's something about a bad lad that keeps you coming back

but motor like not like tt de lehz haha
Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique man who knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words, music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and his remarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms. He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything he does is a reflection of his "inner self". You fall head-over-heels for such confidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you or writing you a love letter, this man knows how to make you feel special. He's in touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinity to feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artiste would definitely be part of it!

sianz leh today go course haha 9-5 so xianz now break lor .... heez sun i go catch bear bear with my boi spend only 11 den catch 3 lehz... li haiz ma ?

old liao leh turing 20 le .... begining to see tings more clearly n understand tt nth is gd in tis world . nth last 4ever

When understandings go in depth , more flaws appear .......
Everybody gets tire .
Nth last ......