Kelly's Blog

haiz ... 5 days without he , day and nite i kept cryin . i duno y , e moment i tink of him i'll cry , on bus at work toilet everywhere. haiz i miss him alot whenever i on my hp there wil nv be news of him .

my days are so miserable , i love him alot miss him alot .we agree to marry , agree to go aboard , agree to celebrate my bd so many tings we agree on . he say he wil send mi home after he return to work , spend lesser time wif me but wil stil acc mi , so many tings it's nt 4get den can 4get .

even i drink lemon tea i'll tink of him. i no longer eat my fav food cuz i tink of him. on express way i can c myself on his bike holdin on to him . so many memories , all gone , say gone n it is gone. how can love be so harsh when we use to be so close ?

how can he be so cruel to me , dissappear in thin air like tt, even promise to stay as frens but shun me when i contact him . so many tings he lied to me , i reali cant believe tis when e person closet to u , beside u wil be someone that hurt u so deep so deep

its all over mi n him . we are nt gg to be tgt anymore. tt's it i'm single again lol , anyone wan help mi find boi boi ma ?

i veri veri sad ar , nv been better . anyone who knws mi wil know how much i love him , how much effort i put in . but wat is nt meant to be is nt meant to be . nvm ... i tink i nid silence , time to tink through . air to breath .

over is over ......

haiyo ... veri busy ar . been busy quarrellin wif xb lol, he keep no time 4 mi den fion n sheena say he gt gal outside i sob sob .

my boss siao again leh , after i wear slipper for 6 weeks den he say mi so i change shoe lo so pain.nvm stil .
he ask mi to clear table b4 tml 8 am but i start work at 9 leh. den he say unwanted paper should be thrown away , so he veri smart he pick up on e floor den throw back to e floor again i so angry lo , where gt pp liek tt de.

week 3 le at least i'm 1/4 way thu rite ? haiz yo here veri bored ar nth to eat. know wat ? week 1 i eat 4 days kway tiao dry , 1 day mix veg rice. week 2 i eat 2 days kway tiao dry , 2 day rice , 1 day mee hoon goreng , week 3 i eat 1 day mee hoon goreng , 1 day rice , 3 days kway tiao dry . best of all even the canteen aso sell 2 food nia , mee hoon goreng n mix rice lol.

so basically every week i onli eat 3 kinds of food , veri sian ar help !! i wan kfc , bake rice sob sob , how am i goin to spend another 9 weeks here eating e same tings ??

sat is such an exciting day , moring i went FT with LC , haha e FT say i hot temper ask mi listen to my mama say i can go aboard study if i put in effort but last sem liao my gpa onli 1.78 nia study sai ar haha.

den i went rena hz do cookies,chocolate n oreal cheescake. e cookies ok la mama say nt fragrance n sweet enough , chocolate total failure ar haha rena la ask her melt she dun wan say use hot water. haha e cheescake aso nt success la.

so fast i know motor 1-2 a yr le , yest plan to celebrate de , but last min he say muz cancel . i so angry !!! haiz week 2 thu nia omg so many days to go how to surive, veri long didnt go out le leh anyone wan go out ma haha, werid great sg sales but no pp ask mi go out leh so pathetic , ren yuan bu hao

heez long long no blog le ... eeeeeee attachment at sengkang so suay so far , somemore pay lowest ar 420 nia sucks , i'm workin as an auditor now , so sianz but lucky e company onli gt 4 pp includin moi , sometimes they all go fix mrt den i alone in office . quite satisfying cuz i can sing song ar lol . workin hours is 9-6 anyone lives near sengkang ? wan find mi eat lunch ma o send mi home lol .omg week 2 onli 10 more weeks to go

heez yest went momo wif sheena n fion haha .... thx raymond 4 e nite 4 being our chaffet n free supper . haha sheena n fion s sorry tt yest nite not much guys n i nv drink lo .... haha u all say so much haha u all gain most lo .... fion u ate a $10.90 bake rice lo sheena u more worst $12.90 special snack lo haha ... haha sheena u drank most vodka n gain entrance fee $ 18 .... fion gain a $10 shot ..... whahaha next time u all wan bring mi go where

haiz yo i so angry lo ...... today i went to c my teacher he suddenly show mi microsoft word , dev c++ all these tel mi tt they r professional .... lolz while e tings i do is anyhow do de ... if tt's e case den y reject my project e day when i did someting profe ?
so i told him i tink mine is pro wat . den he say if u tink so ..... it's near there but nt yet !!!

my dear motor irritate mi so much .... at 10am in e morin he called n talk to mi 3 min sayin he'll cal mi back so i replied tt u sure cal mi after veri long de he say "no la yi xia zi onli"so i waited ti 4pm later 4 his call . again he talk to mi 3 min n said cal mi back . i tolerate nvm .... den 6+ he called mi again n hung down 3 min after sayin his brother there . 7 when i was on e way to orchard i sms him told him i was alone ask him if he wans to cal mi ... he nv asn tt question lo .... i'm so angry lo like tt stil nvm 9+ he sms mi ask mi if i wan to visit him ... ask mi to take train to n forth i so angry !!!!! he nv tink tt dangerous lo


ok let's nt talk abt tis yest went out wif fion n sheena since like ages ago we 3 go out together, we meet 6+ they watch 5pm movie let mi wait ard 1 hr isnt it retard ? den i walk alone in cine so sianz so i went arcade n bought a tube from blossom so nice once i saw it i set my eyes on it , n bought it on e 2nd entrance heez ... den we went far east to collect e new peice so nice e tube heez ... den we went to galare as usual i gt "ka" again i drink a banana milkshake 5.5 haha so x lo they eat stil cheaper den mi den we went to take neoprint . i tink e 3 of us should nv hang out togehter so wrong .... haha

haiz yo ... my xiao bai hospital ar ... he yest onli cal mi once den sms mi a few nia .... called mi 4pm say gg in A&E department .... den 1130 den cal again say go in operation ... qi si wo ar ... last min den cal ...

i so ke lian his mc 1 mth ar ... den no pp send mi to sch no pp eat lunch with mi .... sad sad

hey hey my lastest work pls grade

haiz yo my 4rd rejectionship , e black color is mine .... tis time worst ar my teacher says it's ugly !!!ugly meh he wans artistic so i giv him la den he say ugly .... lol haha i slept from yest 830 til 730 leh haha but stil veri tire

yest i went chong pang nasi with kent they all , when we were gg back tt time. guess who i saw
i saw ivan n jaz lo , ivan whom disappear from mi such a long time. e first ting i asked him was "u gt $ pay mi ma"
as expected his ans is always "no"
but i saw his hair is golden n long , i was wonderin if he's reali tt poor tt describe to me y does he stil hv e $ to dye his hair golden n cut it in shape lo , e ans to my question by jaz was , u go ask eric .
ivan said he n jaz shared e dye together but den when i took off jaz's cap , his hair color was red lo .... how could e same hairdye produce 2 diff color . e best ting is wat ? e best ting is ivan stil tel mi don gan cheong "man man lai" ar ..... i wan vommit blood liao lo has been 3-4mths stil man man lai .....

so he says he'll pay mi once he has e $ next mth when he gt his pay , well ..... we shall c lo

haiz yo so borin sia ........ lc nv come , zw nv come , tony duno do wat , den rena go eat snake leave mi alone in lab talk to my blog lol ... so sianz today rainin nv eat wif motor so i ate at 2+ so hungry sia .....
today i gt rejected again by my supervisor le he says it's nt intergrated n too much fun he wans someting more professional .... lol . his demands r gettin more n more ridiculous . tis time he expect mi to giv him movin backgound, box in a whole but with proper shape hai yo i where know how to do lol ... my latest design

u all c my design nice ma ? i showed my sup both he say not nice nt up to standard ask mi use adobe u c la he isit siao

hai yo juz now i go c my sup guess wat he says :

sup : how is it

mi : nt gg veri well

sup : n fact i gt alternative 4 u , e gy interface make it nicer. i'll come back in e afternoon to u

y y y ... he ar ....... i duno hw to say ar
qi si wo le

veri sian ar ..... my project duno how to do , andrew aso duno how to do haha now onli can pray tt bryan (lc fren) can help mi le ....
sheng ar ..... jiu jiu wo ar ....

now onli week 8 nia , 4 more weeks to go !!! will i make it ma ? my sup keep sayin will fail mi , my idiotic partner eeeeeeeeeeee who is veri "kind" to mi . when i sms him ask him help mi tel teacher i'm sick , he veri gentlymanly called mi , asked mi 4 my pw in sch to use my com , and tel mi tt he told sir tt he duno y i nv come ... c how kind is he . how i wish nt to c his stuck - up face one day .....

i study so long nv so hard workin b4 leh lol onli mc 4 4days nia it has been 7weeks le lol c how much i take tis dyp as ...

hey pp if u guys wan to watch movie i recommend 8 below reali nice ar ... watch til i cried e dogs r so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee n they reali act well hehe

haiz ........ yest i went to find my supervisor he says wat i had done is nt enuf to pass lo it's veri easy .... den ask mi to do advance flash programing . so i ask him e advance falsh isit easy o nt , he say i duno , dun expect mi to know aso = ! =''' he duno expect mi to know meh

using flash programing to trigger wat vb has send . who understands ? omg tings r gettin harder ... den he says eeeeeeeeee de is easier den mine , c la isit he likes him more ........
so i ask him do we both pass he says no , we r nt qualiy to be yr 3 student n pass so i said we everyday come on time n go home latest he say tt's nt e key . so sadddddddddd. week7 le so fast but den if go attachment duno how le haha , perhaps i'll nt make it tis time

so sad lo ......... i did my project le den now my supervisor demand more . it was user key in input den diff flash comes out. now becomes user input wif 1 flash onli meaing my flash hv diff modes and will change according to my input.
he is so bias tt can c lo , my partner eeeeeeeeeeee say he duno den he gives him e paper n help him start mi leh haiz ....... den if eeeeeeeeeeee nv comes he won bother to check mi at all lo ....
so sad